Recently, one of our instructors described her experience of Yoga as “freedom.”
In Yoga, there is the potential for freedom from our judgments and mental bondage, from entrapments of past and future, from self-imposed limits, and attachment to the body (among a hundred other things…).
During a practice earlier this week I held steady in a pose I’ve never been able to do before. It’s a challenging pose, an arm balance called Tittibhasana, or Firefly Pose (in another 12 years of practice my variation might look more like this). I’ve always held my breath and fallen flat on my tush. On this day, however, I was able to ground, hover, and spread. It was like magic and I was giddy like a kid.
Again, this idea of freedom surfaced. I realized I’d labeled myself as a person who “can’t do that pose.” There’s no freedom in expectation (whether that expectation is for a positive or negative outcome). Nor is there freedom in forcing… “in due time, the ripe fruit falls to the earth….” Because I had not been able to “do” the pose in one moment, I decided that it would forever be true.
As it would happen, I came across some questions about freedom that may make for some useful reflection. Maybe you will ambush some self-imposed limit or judgment or ideal. With that hope, they are listed below.
Namaste….
1. What do I need to happen in order to move from a mindframe of bondage to one of freedom?
2. How are the structures and boundaries of freedom different from what I know?
3. What needs to happen for me to appreciate the freedom I have?
4. What other experience of freedom is already inside of me that I haven’t been able to access yet?
5. If I know what needs to be done, what else am I waiting for?