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Containers

Thursday, August 5th, 2010

From Gabrielle Roth’s book Connections:

We spend much of our lives creating containers—forms, vocations, belief systems, ambitions, and explanations for why we are here—but they are only containers. When those containers are crushed, which they eventually will be, we discover something that endures beyond them—the human heart, the soul, the Mystery, the instinct to embrace our Source unconditionally. And so it is ultimately here, exulting in the bond and inspiration of life itself, that we intuit our own spiritual path and find our destiny.

And so it is with our yoga practice; we can get so caught up in the pose—the container—we sometimes forget about the importance of the experience of—the contents.

As a yoga teacher, it’s a delicate balance between not giving enough information and guidance in a pose and giving so much information there’s no room for one’s own experience.

Culturally we are conditioned toward perfection, which can come across on the yoga mat in a number of ways: We want to do the pose “right;” we are used to being told what and where to feel; always wanting to maximize the experience, to do more.

These are not bad qualities. The certainly have their place in optimizing our time and efforts. And why not live to our fullest in each moment?!

Still, it can be a wonderful experiment to shift attention from the container to the feeling underneath, inside, and around that container. What if the Warrior II is textbook on target (depending on which text book you’re referring to!) but there’s pain, shortness of breath, and dis-ease in the body?

And the ultimate challenge of doing less… less than you usually do, less than you know you can. Then watch the ego, the mind, the heart, the physicality: what is the response inside the container?

Just a little Thursday fodder… a little stirring of the contents!

Please feel free to share thought in the comments. Until next time…

fuzz

Thursday, July 29th, 2010

Did you know that you grow fuzz at night? On your muscles.

Yup. In between otherwise slippery and sliding surfaces, “fuzz” grows. It creates that sticky, achy feeling you have in the morning.

If the fuzz is not stretched off, you can start to feel fuzzed over, and eventually it will harden and affect your comfort and range of motion. Watch the scientific fuzz talk, just know there are brief clips of cadavers (and their fuzz).

This makes me think about other places that can get stuck, rigid, fuzzy: we can feel “fuzzy headed,” we can grow fuzz between the otherwise smooth places in a relationship, we can feel stuck in a pattern rather than in flowing with possibility.

It can get so fuzzy!

Yoga de-fuzzes you. It makes literal space in your body. It get things sliding and smooth again in your body and life. It helps stretch your mind. It’s that feeling you have after a practice. You know the one. The “ahhhh.”

I hope all this fuzz talk has encouraged you to sit up a little taller, maybe take a stretch or a yawn, keep those sticky areas of your body loose and slippery.

Fuzz-free.

We are excited to offer many fuzz-busting opportunities this fall—amazing classes and events to sustain you in your practice. As always, we’d love to hear how you’re doing and how we can support you. Feel free to leave a comment!

Where’s the Silence?

Thursday, April 29th, 2010

Thank you for the dedicated time to renew my commitment to take better care of myself both physically and spiritually.

Everything—the nuances of the yoga (even poses we do all the time), the readings, amazing views and scenery, being cared and cooked for, swimming under the stars—brought heart and soul into my practice.

This is feedback from the Summer Solstice retreat last year.

There is nothing like going on retreat.

For the past two years I have attended the Women’s Retreat at Spirit Rock Meditation Center.

Nothing like seven days of silence and meditation to show you what you’ve been hiding behind: the internet, a 100 mile an hour pace, an overload of work and obligation. These distractions get loud and heavy and the real messages of the body and heart drown. Sometimes we feel like we’re drowning.

This is where I am right now.

And sadly, this year I cannot go to the retreat.

So I’ve decided two things:

First, to take this weekend (which is the start of the Women’s Retreat) as a self-guided silent meditation weekend at home.

My husband will be out of town. I can unplug my computer and turn off the phone. That’s the “easy” part.

There also will be no music, no reading, writing, or talking. (The dogs will definitely wonder what’s up!)

I will superimpose the retreat schedule over my day—sitting and walking meditations, meals, work period, yoga, listening to one dharma talk in the evening (the exception to the silent rule), and early to bed/early to rise.

I am nervous about this experiment. Afraid I will not have the discipline to stick with it.

I am also sad to not have the support (albeit silent) of the other women at the retreat. Community makes so much difference.

Which leads to my second decision: to suggest that the Summer Solstice retreat in Calistoga in June be computer- and internet-free.

This might not sound like a big deal, and maybe it isn’t for you. But for many of us, hopping on to check email, or Googling one little thing (which leads to to 14 other things and two hours later…) borders on obsession.

We might have moments of going inside, getting in touch with ourselves but get we get only so far before hopping online brings us back “out” and away from that soft center where truth and contentment and joy live.

A yoga retreat allows us the opportunity to get quiet (even if it’s not silent) in a different way. To build relationships with others without one eye on the voice mail.

It allows us the opportunity to disconnect from our regular patterns and reconnect with what is Big and Real and Essential in our lives.

I wish for all of us what last year’s Solstice retreatant connected with: a dedicated time to renew my commitment to take better care of myself both physically and spiritually.

If you are longing to make that connection, come to the Solstice retreat. You can see the details here, and I’m happy to discuss anything that might make coming more possible for you. Just email me at michelle@itsallyoga.com.

I’ll get back to you after the weekend =)

xo
Michelle

A seed

Saturday, January 23rd, 2010

Some of the links in this post take you to my more personal blog where there is some less-polished sharing. And swearing. Just so we're clear...

When my beloved teacher, Mary, was here in December for our workshop, I was blessed to spend a bit of time with her.

In the process of catching up, I shared about my kidney stone, the forthcoming culmination of our first Teacher Training program, and other bits about the pace and fullness of life.

She looked at me. And then looked me again… and this time she looked through me. Through the surface layers of excitement and adrenaline and momentum.

And she said, “You need some time off.”

“Oh ya,” I said. “Ron and I will probably take a weekend away after the new year.”

“No, you need a month off.”

Even with the sophistication of her british accent, I thought she’d totally lost her mind.

After some banter and a list of all the reasons I couldn’t take that much time off, her response was, “That’s exactly why you need to do it.”

Her point is multifaceted… that the intensity of our lives in this culture is such that we often don’t even know how tired or depleted we are.

That I am not being true to the practice or a good example for our community if I don’t take care of myself.

That I have been working radically hard, long hours, and I need a radical break.

While this idea has been hard to digest, it has certainly stuck with me.

A month off of teaching? A month for my own practice? A month for me?

I already knew my word for the year was going to be self-care. I knew the holidaze, a whirlwind trip to NYC, and Haramara were all coming up, and come the end of January I would be tired.

Still, the committee of critics in my head was busy:

You have to be at the studio or everything will fall apart.

Followed by the popular,

No one will care if you’re at the studio, in fact it might be better without you.

There were many reasons like these, all based in fear, smallness and ego.

It was perhaps these reasons that made it all the more clear that I needed to take time off. A month off.

And so… I will be taking the month of February off of teaching! I am excited. Elated, really. And so so thankful that I have the ability to do this.

I will be at the studio (probably more) soaking up the good love that our amazing instructors give so freely and skillfully. I will be posting updates on both blogs (the mild here, the spicy here). I will be taking it easy, lying around, and not feeling bad about it.

I never would have done this if it weren’t for Mary. And maybe you read this and know in your heart that you need a break… be it a month, a day, an afternoon. As she promised to do to me, I will hound you until you take care of yourself.

And all the reasons you say you can’t do it are just the reasons you need to.

Word of the year

Tuesday, January 5th, 2010

A friend of mine chooses, or rather, allows a word to come to her each year. A word that will inspire, guide, and keep her grounded in the bigger Thing through all the seasons.

Sometimes this word comes in meditation, sometimes in a dream, sometimes while washing the dishes. She has learned to trust this voice, this guidance.

My friend has no hard line on when this word needs to arrive; sometimes it’s December, but often it’s after the hype of the New Year has passed.

My word came early. By Fall I knew that I had to put some attention on self-care. I even dedicated my Yoga for the Cure Challenge to it. With the pace of Teacher Training, the holidays, the kidney stone, it was clear that my body was asking for some TLC.

Two things strike me about inviting an idea like this into your life. One, how hard it is to change a pattern. And two, how this probably means letting things (activities, people, etc.) go rather than adding them on.

So instead of a list of “to-do’s” for the new year, I will be measuring my options against the amount of self-care they offer. There’s no failing or guilt. There is just noticing, remembering, and trusting.

What is your word this year?

From the New York Times

Sunday, January 3rd, 2010

Wow, yoga is not only good for your yoga heart.

Maybe “Yoga is good for your arteries” will be our new tag.

“No” is not a four-letter word

Friday, December 11th, 2009

Yes!

It is such a happy little word, so optimistic. It feels good to say, the way the tongue tickles the top of the mouth in a hiss.

Yes, I’d love to have tea with you. Yes, I’ll volunteer at that event. Yes, I can have it done by 5.

What about the times when the answer is, Yes, I need to take care of myself in a different way right now. Or, Yes, I need to crawl back in bed and read a book.

And what that probably really means is No.

I mean, we’re always saying No to something, just by saying Yes to something else.

Yes, I’ll go to your party, which means, No, I don’t get to take a bath tonight.

Or Yes, I’ll join the holiday gift exchange, translated as No, I’m not honoring my budget and personal boundaries.

With holiday obligations and opportunities on top of our already overflowing schedules, maybe this is as good of a time as any to reconsider what I am saying Yes to.

And how I’m saying No. I’m practicing right now (try it with me!) — big, genuine smile, as much love in the voice as possible… No.

Well, it will take a little practice. People-pleasing Yes habits are hard to break! In the meantime, let us consider how we spend our time this season… here’s Naomi Shihab Nye:

The Art of Disappearing

When they say Don’t I know you?

say no.
When they invite you to the party

remember what parties are like

before answering.
Someone telling you in a loud voice

they once wrote a poem.

Greasy sausage balls on a paper plate.

Then reply.
If they say we should get together.

say why?
It’s not that you don’t love them any more.

You’re trying to remember something

too important to forget.

Trees. The monastery bell at twilight.

Tell them you have a new project.

It will never be finished.
When someone recognizes you in a grocery store

nod briefly and become a cabbage.

When someone you haven’t seen in ten years

appears at the door,

don’t start singing him all your new songs.

You will never catch up.
Walk around feeling like a leaf.

Know you could tumble any second.

Then decide what to do with your time.

Pruning

Monday, November 2nd, 2009

Spring Cleaning has nothing on Fall Pruning. It can feel so good to look around (yard, closets, life) and see what has shriveled, overgrown, or made itself unnecessary. This also means taking the shears to a perhaps very full summer schedule that is still hanging on, yet no longer realistic.

Susan, a student with a very smart biology-major daughter, reported back that it’s the tree that lets go of the leaf. Well, to be more accurate, due to the decrease in available light, the tree builds a barrier wall of cells which cuts the leaf off from nutrients. Eventually, the leaf is completely separated from the tree and falls.

Sometimes we have to be discriminate. Are the people and activities in my life nourishing me? Am I sacrificing my health to meet someone else’s (or my own) expectations? As the days shorten and autumn calls us inside, we may have some decisions to make: do I have enough time and energy (light) to devote wholeheartedly to each person or thing? And if not, I may have to create a boundary and let that thing go.

This can be difficult, and humor always help. So, taking from Gabrielle Roth’s fabulous book, Connections:

Release yourself from old attachments and baggage. Cross off the people on your Christmas card list that you don’t even like or speak to. Give away clothes from your skinny days, your fat days, your punk phase or one shopping craze or another. And then there are those tchotchkes. Your beer stein collection, the stolen shot glasses, Aunt Tilly’s figurines. Empty the drawer of business cards with god-knows-whose phone numbers scrawled on the back. Throw out unfinished projects or journals, recipes you’ll never try, back issues of magazines you’ll never read. Set up shop on eBay. Someone out there is dying to pay for your karma. Once you’ve stripped your environment of all those reminders of past selves, you’ll find their hold on you decreases. Your surroundings should reflect who you are now.

Ahhh. I can feel the lightness already.

Your surroundings should reflect who you are now. Right now.

Let’s commit to supporting each other in our pruning this year. If we can help you in your practice in any way, please let us know.

Yoga is good for you!

Wednesday, October 21st, 2009

But don’t take our word for it.

Ask the people at Harvard University.

An article titled “Yoga for anxiety and depression” published this spring in the Harvard Mental Health Letter summarizes recent research, which is confirming what many already know: yoga is good for you.

While many of the studies on the effects of yoga have been small and poorly designed, recently there has been an increase in randomized controlled trials – the most rigorous standard for proving efficacy. And due to the findings, the medical field is starting to pay attention.

Highlights of findings from several different studies:

  • Yoga practices can reduce the impact of exaggerated stress responses, which reduces heart rate, lowers blood pressure, and eases respiration
  • People who have a poorly regulated response to stress are more sensitive to pain – one study found that out of 3 groups (yoga practitioners, people with fibromyalgia, and healthy volunteers), the yoga practitioners had the highest pain tolerance and lowest pain-related brain activity when subjected to a painful stimulus
  • There are documented improvements in perceived stress, depression, anxiety, energy, fatigue and well-being — one study cites depression scores improved by 50%, anxiety scores by 30%, and overall well-being scores by 65% after 3 months of twice weekly yoga practice
  • Relief from headache, back pain, and poor sleep quality
  • Initial studies indicate yoga is beneficial for patients with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) — after six weeks of yoga, one study group had dropped their clinical diagnostic scores from averages of 57 (moderate to severe symptoms) to 42 (mild to moderate)
  • But last line of the article may be my favorite:

    The scientific study of yoga demonstrates that mental and physical health are not just closely allied, but are essentially equivalent.

    Hallelujah Harvard!

      Care to share? How has yoga changed your health?